Zeynep orta ya\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde bir kad\u0131nd\u0131r. Bir hastane odas\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015fam\u0131 hakk\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hat\u0131rlayamaz.
Kendine geldikten sonra ba\u015fucunda olan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 ona yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Kendine gelme a\u015famas\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken onu komada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 baz\u0131 konu\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 duyar ve bir s\u00fcre onlar\u0131 dinler. Duydu\u011fu \u015feylere pek anlam veremez \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc haf\u0131zas\u0131 yerinde de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre sonra evine \u00e7\u0131kar ve evdeki e\u015fyalardan, alb\u00fcmlerden ge\u00e7mi\u015fini aramaya koyulur. Yine istemeden duydu\u011fu bir an\u0131 defterinin oldu\u011fudur, intihar etmek i\u00e7in kendisini be\u015finci kattan att\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 veda mektuplar\u0131n\u0131 ister, an\u0131 defterini okumaya ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n
En \u00e7ok g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc r\u00fcyalar etkilemektedir, o u\u00e7urumdan d\u00fc\u015ferken birisi onu tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaktad\u0131r. Alb\u00fcmlerin birinde o r\u00fcyadaki ki\u015fiyi g\u00f6r\u00fcr ve onu sorar.<\/p>\n
Kendisi gen\u00e7 ya\u015ftayken evlendi\u011fi, kendisinden olduk\u00e7a ya\u015fl\u0131, \u015fu an hayatta olmayan e\u015finin \u00fcvey o\u011flu \u015eems\u2019tir. Defterde ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ya\u015fanan olduk\u00e7a duygusal anlar ve trajik olaylar yazmaktad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
An\u0131 defteri ona hakikatleri ve k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131r. \u015eems\u2019le ilgili ger\u00e7ekler onu hayli sarsar ve ya\u015fam\u0131na bir y\u00f6n vermeye karar verirken \u015eems\u2019i ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n neresine koyacak acaba?<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Zeynep orta ya\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde bir kad\u0131nd\u0131r. Bir hastane odas\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015fam\u0131 hakk\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hat\u0131rlayamaz.Kendine geldikten sonra ba\u015fucunda olan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 ona yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Kendine gelme a\u015famas\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken onu komada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 baz\u0131 konu\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 duyar ve bir s\u00fcre onlar\u0131 dinler. Duydu\u011fu \u015feylere pek anlam veremez \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc haf\u0131zas\u0131 yerinde de\u011fildir. Bir s\u00fcre sonra […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":86716,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false},"bookauthor":[],"publisher":[],"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[2885],"product_tag":[],"class_list":["post-86717","product","type-product","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","product_cat-cat-11","first","instock","shipping-taxable","purchasable","product-type-simple"],"acf":{"isbn":"9786057749697","year":2019,"binding_type":"Ciltsiz","pages":404,"weight":404,"dimensions":"14 x 21","paper":"2. Hamur"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/86717","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=86717"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/86716"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=86717"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"bookauthor","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/bookauthor?post=86717"},{"taxonomy":"publisher","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/publisher?post=86717"},{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=86717"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=86717"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=86717"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}