Bedenim beni b\u0131rakacak. Oysa ben, hep o bedenin kurban\u0131 olmu\u015fumdur; biraz asi de olsa bir kurban i\u015fte. Biliyorum, asl\u0131nda birbirimizi yok edece\u011fiz, b\u00f6ylece m\u00fccadele sonunda ortaya hi\u00e7bir galip \u00e7\u0131kmayacak. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenin, s\u0131rf hasar g\u00f6rmemi\u015f olmas\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, tenden olu\u015fan \u00f6teki maddeden kopabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek ne ho\u015f ve s\u00fcrekli bir yan\u0131lsama.<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131yla ba\u015f etme yolunu ararken bu d\u00fcnyaya s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f ruhunu sanat\u0131yla yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, sanat tarihinde \u2018Frida Kahlo\u2019 olmu\u015f bir kad\u0131n. Belki de sadece biraz olsun nefes almak i\u00e7in resim yapm\u0131\u015f bir sanat\u00e7\u0131. G\u00f6zlerinize inanam\u0131yorsunuz, heyecandan elleriniz titreyerek al\u0131yorsunuz size uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri. Bununla da kalm\u0131yor, kolunuza giriyor, nehir boyunca ilerlemeye ba\u015fl\u0131yorsunuz. Ama dikkatli olun, fazla h\u0131zl\u0131 y\u00fcreyemiyor bu ac\u0131lar\u0131yla yo\u011frulan kad\u0131n. Sa\u011f baca\u011f\u0131 aks\u0131yor, dayan\u0131lmaz a\u011fr\u0131lar giriyor. Ne ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve hissetti\u011fini anlaman\u0131z imkans\u0131z ki zaten o da bunu istemiyor. Sadece kendisine e\u015flik etmenizi ve yol boyunca g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemenizi arzuluyor. E\u011flenceli hikayeler anlat\u0131yor, ili\u015fkilerini, karde\u015flerini, Diego\u2019yu! Orada duruyor, derin bir soluk al\u0131yor, oturup dinlenmek istiyor. Onu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc kendine getiremiyorsunuz, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 siliyorsunuz ellerinizle. Ya\u015fam\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki duru\u015funa a\u015f\u0131k olamadan edemiyorsunuz. Ger\u00e7ekten elinizde de\u011fil bu!<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bedenim beni b\u0131rakacak. Oysa ben, hep o bedenin kurban\u0131 olmu\u015fumdur; biraz asi de olsa bir kurban i\u015fte. Biliyorum, asl\u0131nda birbirimizi yok edece\u011fiz, b\u00f6ylece m\u00fccadele sonunda ortaya hi\u00e7bir galip \u00e7\u0131kmayacak. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenin, s\u0131rf hasar g\u00f6rmemi\u015f olmas\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, tenden olu\u015fan \u00f6teki maddeden kopabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek ne ho\u015f ve s\u00fcrekli bir yan\u0131lsama. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131yla ba\u015f etme yolunu ararken bu d\u00fcnyaya s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":87382,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false},"bookauthor":[],"publisher":[],"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[2885],"product_tag":[],"class_list":["post-87383","product","type-product","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","product_cat-cat-11","first","instock","shipping-taxable","purchasable","product-type-simple"],"acf":{"isbn":"9786051432335","year":2019,"binding_type":"Ciltsiz","pages":128,"weight":128,"dimensions":"14 x 20","paper":"2. Hamur"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/87383","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=87383"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/87382"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=87383"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"bookauthor","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/bookauthor?post=87383"},{"taxonomy":"publisher","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/publisher?post=87383"},{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=87383"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=87383"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=87383"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}