Yine uyumay\u0131 ba\u015faramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gecelerden birindeydim. Yata\u011f\u0131mdan yava\u015f\u00e7a kalkt\u0131m, odamda dola\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm k\u00fct\u00fcphanemin tozlu raflar\u0131na tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kitaplar\u0131m\u0131n hepsi ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra bir \u015feyler anlatmak derdindeydi. En \u00fcst k\u00f6\u015fede Kur\u2019an duruyordu. Elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a Kur\u2019an\u2019a g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Kapa\u011f\u0131ndaki tozdan dolay\u0131 \u00fczerinde parmak izlerim belirmi\u015fti. Kendisini, “diri” diyerek tan\u0131mlayan bir kitab\u0131 nesnele\u015ftirerek tozlu raflara mahk\u00fbm etmi\u015fim. Kitab\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a aralad\u0131m ve ilk g\u00f6z k\u0131rpan ayet hayat\u0131mda i\u015fin aciliyetini anlat\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n
“O halde Allah’a ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131z!” (Zariyat,50)<\/p>\n
Beynim darmada\u011f\u0131n olmu\u015ftu. Ayetin ba\u015f\u0131na tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, \u201cO halde\u201d diye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu.
Her \u015feyin ama her \u015feyin \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00fcst\u00fcme geldi\u011fini, t\u00fcm t\u00fckeni\u015flerimi, t\u00fcm anlams\u0131z kal\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 yak\u0131ndan bilen biri ancak c\u00fcmleye b\u00f6yle ba\u015flayabilirdi. Sanki \u201cO halde neyi bekliyorsun\u201d der gibiydi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHayat\u0131nda ak\u0131l k\u00e2r\u0131 olan bana ka\u00e7mak de\u011fil mi\u2019\u2019 diye seslenmeye devam ediyordu.
Ayet hayat\u0131mda bir panik olu\u015fturmu\u015ftu. Neyden ka\u00e7mam\u0131 istiyordu? Hangi durumdan? \u015eu an neredeydim? Ne yap\u0131yordum? Ayet sanki nerede oldu\u011funun hi\u00e7bir \u00f6nemi yok diyordu. Sadece bir karar vermemi ve harekete ge\u00e7memi istiyordu. Evet, ben o g\u00fcn bir karar verdim. Ve sonra Kur\u2019an dokundu hayat\u0131ma ve her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fti…<\/p>\n
Kur\u2019an, benim i\u00e7in hayat\u0131mda yeni bir manifestoydu…<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yine uyumay\u0131 ba\u015faramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gecelerden birindeydim. Yata\u011f\u0131mdan yava\u015f\u00e7a kalkt\u0131m, odamda dola\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm k\u00fct\u00fcphanemin tozlu raflar\u0131na tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kitaplar\u0131m\u0131n hepsi ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra bir \u015feyler anlatmak derdindeydi. En \u00fcst k\u00f6\u015fede Kur\u2019an duruyordu. Elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a Kur\u2019an\u2019a g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Kapa\u011f\u0131ndaki tozdan dolay\u0131 \u00fczerinde parmak izlerim belirmi\u015fti. Kendisini, “diri” diyerek tan\u0131mlayan bir kitab\u0131 nesnele\u015ftirerek tozlu raflara mahk\u00fbm etmi\u015fim. Kitab\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a aralad\u0131m ve […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":90275,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false},"bookauthor":[],"publisher":[],"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[2885],"product_tag":[],"class_list":["post-90276","product","type-product","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","product_cat-cat-11","first","instock","shipping-taxable","purchasable","product-type-simple"],"acf":{"isbn":"9786257858489","year":2020,"binding_type":"Ciltsiz","pages":275,"weight":275,"dimensions":"14 x 21","paper":"2. Hamur"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/90276","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=90276"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/90275"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=90276"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"bookauthor","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/bookauthor?post=90276"},{"taxonomy":"publisher","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/publisher?post=90276"},{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=90276"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=90276"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=90276"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}