“Bu gece boz bulan\u0131k bir s\u0131cakl\u0131ktan so\u011fuk bir \u015fehirleraras\u0131 otob\u00fcs cam\u0131na do\u011fru ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n solu\u011funu s\u0131cak yata\u011f\u0131nda vererek uyan\u0131yorsun. Her \u015feyin bir r\u00fcya oldu\u011funu anlaman \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcrm\u00fcyor. Her \u015feyin bir r\u00fcya olmas\u0131, ger\u00e7ek anlam\u0131nda da s\u0131zlat\u0131yor kalbini, mecaz anlam\u0131nda da. Geri d\u00f6nemeyece\u011fin g\u00fcnlerin, unutamayaca\u011f\u0131n bir sevdan\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011fyla yorgan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnden at\u0131p do\u011frularak yata\u011f\u0131na oturuyorsun. Bu karanl\u0131k, gece yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n odana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 karanl\u0131k m\u0131, yoksa mezar\u0131n\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0131, bilemiyorsun. Son dal k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, g\u00f6m\u00fclmese bile her insan\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc biliyorsun. Sebepsizce nefes al\u0131p vermeye devam ederek kendini yata\u011f\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yorsun. Belki bu defa ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011fundan \u015f\u00fcphe duymayaca\u011f\u0131n, mazine kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131n, hi\u00e7 bitmeyecek bir r\u00fcya g\u00f6rebilmek \u00fcmidiyle…”<\/p>\n
Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k, ak\u0131p giden hayata yeti\u015fememe, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yere ait olamama hissi, ge\u00e7mi\u015fle gelecek aras\u0131nda bocalay\u0131p dururken an\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rma, b\u00fct\u00fcn yenilgileri kabullenme, yeniden ba\u015flama hayalinin en az\u0131ndan g\u00fczel bir \u00fcmidi \u00fczerine birbirinden ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z on iki \u00f6yk\u00fc… Bir yandan zaman\u0131n \u00f6tesindeki \u015fehirlerde yollara d\u00fc\u015ferken di\u011fer yandan g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn g\u00f6zden ka\u00e7an de\u011ferlerine yeniden tutunarak yola devam edebilmenin m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funu g\u00f6receksiniz.<\/p>\n
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“Bu gece boz bulan\u0131k bir s\u0131cakl\u0131ktan so\u011fuk bir \u015fehirleraras\u0131 otob\u00fcs cam\u0131na do\u011fru ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n solu\u011funu s\u0131cak yata\u011f\u0131nda vererek uyan\u0131yorsun. Her \u015feyin bir r\u00fcya oldu\u011funu anlaman \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcrm\u00fcyor. Her \u015feyin bir r\u00fcya olmas\u0131, ger\u00e7ek anlam\u0131nda da s\u0131zlat\u0131yor kalbini, mecaz anlam\u0131nda da. Geri d\u00f6nemeyece\u011fin g\u00fcnlerin, unutamayaca\u011f\u0131n bir sevdan\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011fyla yorgan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnden at\u0131p do\u011frularak yata\u011f\u0131na oturuyorsun. Bu karanl\u0131k, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":92724,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false},"bookauthor":[],"publisher":[],"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[2885],"product_tag":[],"class_list":["post-92725","product","type-product","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","product_cat-cat-11","first","instock","shipping-taxable","purchasable","product-type-simple"],"acf":{"isbn":"9786052493267","year":2019,"binding_type":"Ciltsiz","pages":178,"weight":178,"dimensions":"14 x 21","paper":"2. Hamur"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/92725","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=92725"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/92724"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=92725"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"bookauthor","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/bookauthor?post=92725"},{"taxonomy":"publisher","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/publisher?post=92725"},{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=92725"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=92725"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chapterworm.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=92725"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}